Weight Loss Ambiguity

I don’t feel proud to be losing weight. Probably because I didn’t  feel ashamed to gain it in the first place. When I started this blogg, I named myself Bigmama2x, and that’s still my email address, but–like my clothing– the name no longer fits. Over the past year I have lost 43 pounds. If I [...]

Attack of the Aggressive Femme

I was dancing by myself in an alcove when she approached me. She had a smile on her face and trouble in her eyes as she rubbed her ample bosom against mine on the dance floor. We fell into step together. She turned around, pressing her juicy booty against me. I thrust my hips into [...]

Femme Packing Part 2

Start at the beginning with Part 1–what, I mean packing for a trip–what did you think I meant? Then today I started panicking. What would I wear to bed? Do I even own three nice pairs of underwear? I sleep in over-sized men’s T’s and sweatpants that are slowly disintegratng into rags, and buy my [...]

Happy Valentines Day!

The Reluctant Femme

If I was to write a blog with a less confrontational name, I would call it “The Reluctant Femme.” I’ve never felt such pressure to be feminine since I’ve been actively engaging in the lesbian communities. I know I bring a lot of this on myself, since I seem to be attracted to bois, tombois, [...]

I Saw Red–at Target

“I guess I’m too big to be considered active?” I quipped out loud. (I’m a 40D)

“No!” a pretty, slender red head nearby reassured me.

But Target thinks I am.

Double Standard for Double D’s

Really friggin hot!

A Trip to the Doctor

Doctor: “But how long have you been struggling with your weight?”

What the hell is up with the name of this Blogg?

Inspired by the parting words of an Ex (OK, I’ve been called worse: “rich white bitch” comes to mind–but then, that boyfriend thought I lived in ivory tower because I went to Community College), the purpose of this blogg is to sort out my thoughts on: interracial relations and relationships, my experiences with homelessness and [...]

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